Godspeed Malaysia.

The fight amongst political parties in malaysia is mostly about race and religion.
The malays, chinese, indians, and other fraction of race and ethnics in malaysia is still the trump card for all the politicians involved. The federal constitution favours malays since they're the majority and its pretty obvious that those who didn't have 'melayu' on their identity card suffers some kind of oppression in a lot of ways.

I believe that all of them will stick together once the immigrants are flooding malaysia just like what happened to most european countries.

But looking at different side of views, this race and ethnics game will be be one of the most depressing issues that the government will have to tackle since favouritism have its on ways to reach to the top.

One of the way to see the structure of this race and ethnicity is the big companies' and our very own country's ministers.

Spare the Malaysian Malaysia bullshit since that connotation is only suitable in the theory of racial blending. Its like dreaming for an utopia.  Accept the fact that the minority will always usually be oppressed. its happening around the globe.

Nationalism might be the one holding us all together by casting off those racial and religion debacle that is happening within the current situation.

Godspeed Malaysia.

Konflik

Lately, aku rasa hidup aku kekurangan konflik. Konflik konflik yang sedia ada dalam tangan tunggu masa nak diselesaikan. Aku rasa ni lah masalahnya bila hidup takde konflik. Kepala jadi tepu. Sebab gene and bloodline aku memang suka selesaikan masalah. Tak kira la masalah siapa. Aku rasa ni la masalah masalah adiwira dalam komik. Dia nak selesaikan semua masalah dalam dunia ni, dengan harapan dunia ni akan jadi aman tanpa konflik, walhal konflik tu lah yang menghidupkan manusia. Sampai satu masa, aku rasa konflik pun takut nak cari pasal dengan aku.

Tapi keadaan ni sekejap je aku rasa, tak lama lagi konflik datang ler mencurah curah.

Omputih kata, "be careful what you wish for". Aku kata "bring it on".

So, untuk tidak membuang masa, aku menasihatkan diri sendiri dan semua orang untuk menghargai masa lapang tanpa konflik ni. Tak pun pergi main badminton sepam dua kasi badan bersenam sikit.

Ciao

To Change or Not To Change

Truth be told, i'm the guy who'd be telling things straight to your face.
I dislike the idea of thinking about how you feel, moreover when it involves an advice seeking, from a friend to a friend. I am loud when it comes to this particular subject matter.

But yeah, a lot of negative vibes will arise later on whether we like it or not because honesty never really please the fuck out of any sane mind.

The mind won't work that well if we are in our defensive mode.

Anything and everything anybody say, even though it is in a very calm situation will be misplaced and misunderstood abhorrently if you set your mind to be as defensive as fuck.

So i tried, i changed, converting into someone who would be listening to problems, yappings and mumble jumble to understand the situation. Friends do what friends supposed to do. This is one of the social responsibility i've been practicing all my life, to be there when you need, and to help when you need.

Still, people think i'm not giving attention to whatever the fuck they're trying to say to me although i'm all ears.

The thing is, you will never satisfy anyone the way they want it. Nothing is good enough for anybody. Doesn't matter who the fuck you think you are.

You can never recover the cost of a friendship, if you are the type of a person who'd treat friendship as something more precious than any objects in this world.

To those who stayed loyal, godspeed.
To those who betrayed, still, godspeed.

The Day People Become More Than Just Materialistic

I live in the millenia in which it is so frustrating to have no cash in your stash.

Unlike my mom n my dad's time in which they can buy a 5cents nasi lemak that could fill their stomach properly. I kinda hate the current nasi lemak. Nasi lemak nowadays costs me 10bucks. From 5cents to 10bucks, how worst can they be? The ingredient and its proportions is nowhere near grandeur yet i have to pay the premium price. Fuck. i wouldnt whine much if it is sumptuous but some of them does not tasted like nasi lemak, at all. What, u can't afford to fill in a proper coconut milk in it?

My mom once told me money is not everything. I beg to differ and told her that the sentence she told me is not pragmatic the day we're living in now.

I have to crush my brain to have to think of how she can happily live eventhough there's no luxury surrounding her and her sibling. I sure have a lot of uncles and aunties coz yeah, what do you expect from them oldies? I highly respect some of them for having the will, courage n financial ability to have dozens of children and can still feed them. That, was amazing and is still amazing to me. Imagine a current families having 12 children these days. I bet some of them will be crooks. Seriously. That's some of the reasons why i'm against polygamy and i'm up for controlled pregnancy.

I had these conversation of how i am against polygamy with her and she told me she is amazed, because i'm a guy and i'm against the idea of polygamy. I don't know mom, things are not that easy nowadays, so i have to stand upon my principles (yeah right, wait till u get filthy rich and be one of them, son).

Ah fuck it. I'm going to be rich tomorrow.
Ah fuck tomorrow. Don't fill my tomorrow with sorrow.

If you cant find any sense in this shit, go read something else. I seriously am here now for myself.