Tuesday, September 14, 2010

The Making of HELLIOZ # 1

I can hardly remember when i create Hellioz.
Maybe this will help me remember when 'I' was created.

I love doodling on the paper.
I love quotes
I love wordy words, they helps.
They make me express myself.
My friend once called me a gibberish-philosopher, just because i wrote too many quotes here and there.

I remember how i believe Hellioz could be a corporation.
I remember how i have all the energy and thoughtful thoughts to write on the paper.
Yes i still remember who i am.

this is somewhere i used to be at~
Gwa hengat nak letak full pic, tapi atas dasar  nak jadik unknown,
gwa cancel letak gambar gwa. Gyahahaha~



This is the fucken evidence Hellioz was created by me,
besides all my books and notes, full of hellioz origin.
I am trouble among the trouble.
Almost get thrown off from the school system that can't stand a rebellious teenager, like me.
I have a name which brings uproar here and there.
Summoning my name is trouble, they said.
But i see no trouble in me, i'm just another normal teenager, on his quest of searching.
Searching for every single question that questioned his existence.

But i never really care, because i realize what i've been doing is what i always wanted to do.
Being a notorious guy.
Going against the system.
Being a person who question everything.
Yeah, thats me.

I hate typical things, they were always lack of  'soul'.
Lack of the diversity we need in life, a dull life.
Thats why i create Hellioz, a devil inside a devil.
Miraculously, hellioz become a hate subject, just because of  being honest, and i wonder why.
Can't we accept the truth?
Can't we accept the ugly truth?
Same Old Shit!
real life = virtual life. sigh~

Reminiscing.
Taking a good look at the picture that prove hellioz was someway somehow created, years ago.
Suddenly, virtualizing itself on the net.
Living inside a virtual life that resembles the 'real' life.
Full of hypocrites and disguise.

Yeah, Hellioz is not a good subject to follow, or to become a trend.
Full of shiznit, hate, and cursing words.
But at least, Hellioz is  the way he always wanted to be.
Be frank, and bold, in making rational statement.

Emotional?
Seldomly, but mostly fill with hatred against all the hypocrites.
Thats why he rage, A LOT.
Because 'someone' teach him what hypocrisy is.
I do really hate hypocrisy.
I Blame my past life.
I blame myself eventually.
screw you haters~
Gyahahahahahahhahah~

U should see this too. : LINK.

-to be continued-

mood : AFI Morningstar
Dari punk dah jadik emo.
Mainstream punya pasal la ni... Sigh~


Its my perspective. What's yours?
hit me on the comment section, below~

47 comments:

.::WaNiE::. said...

hi yayang

buat la vlog.

kah kah kah kah

Berd said...

Celaka pandai lu cakap omputih. Apa sal lu tak tulis sekali nama Berd dekat situ?

atreyu strange said...

I can accept the truth, but can YOU accept the truth?

p.s. I've not commented for a very long time, so take this seriously. Be the person you ask everyone to be.

Lee Zha said...

Good.

eszol said...

gua x phm syal pe lu cuba buktikan

lu mcm desperate nak buktikan yg hellioz tu lu x ciplak dari mane2 ea?

Anonymous said...

lu jugak la yg buat rojak story tu .... kalau delete post ni lu bukan jantan

lufkin said...

Tipu! Ko agen illuminati! Triquetra ada kaitan dgn konsep holi trinity! LOLOLOLOL!!

Lufkin pn wujud atas sebab sesuatu, tapi jalan ceritanya sungguh gay so diamkn jela..

iemaZAIMAH said...

agak2 smpi bila nak jadi unknown?

agak2 smpi bile nk blogging?

agak2 bila gaji nk cecah 50k?

thanks in advance if u answer this.

byebyebye.

maCy said...

resemble ay.

AyuE SurihanyOt said...

ni kira biodata lu la kan??

mana makanan kegemaran?warna yang disukai??cita-cita??hobi??

ehh hobi dah taw..rage people..hahaha

Aujinz said...

gua caya sama lu..
muahahhaha

Hellioz said...

@wanie

problogger buat vlog weyh,
xpasal2 gwa kene cop pro blogger cm blogger 'tu' kalau gwa buat vlog.
gyahahahhahahaah~

@berd
gwa lupa la berd mau tulis
sebab lu kenal gwa lambat
gyahahahahahha~

@atreyu
deep.
roger.
gyahahahaha~

@Lee zha
bad~
gyahahhha

Hellioz said...

@eszol
read between the lines.
and oh, don't forget to read the title too yarh!
gyahahahahahhahah~

@anon
whats wrong with rojakstory post?
lu ingat gwa makan gaji buat post untuk orang lain ke?
gyahahahah~

@lufkin
haha~
gwa dgr name lufkin [pon cm menarik je
nt gwa paksa lu buat post retard cm gwa neyh

plumpy.tootsie said...

being unknown feels great huh?

Hellioz said...

@iema
1. sampai hellioz jadik corp
2 smpi mati
3 god knows
4 welcome

@macy
resemble me?
mybe

@ayue hamsap
gyler ape.
hengat ni biodata nak bagi kat awek ke mase kecik2?
gyahahahahhaha~

iemaZAIMAH said...

sampai mati?tahniah.

amoi said...

@anon Hye anon. Saya satu-satunya penulis kat ROJAKSTORY tu. sejak bila haku tambah admin kat blog tu plak? kau tak nampak kah cara penulisan haku dengan Helly jauh beza. HAHA

Anonymous said...

DIA YANG BUAT ROJAKSTORY , NAMPAK SANGAT PONDAN DAN GAY MCM JUSTIN BIEBER , NOOB PENULIS BLOG INI . CAKAP ORG PUTIH PUN GRANMMAR X BETUL PULUN NK TULIS ORG PUTIH

Hellioz said...

@anon
GRANMMAR?
u FTW!!!!
gyahahahaahh~

amoi said...

@anon @5.39PM nak aku tumbuk kau sedas kat mulut tu supaya kau wake up dari illusi kau yang ROJAKSTORY tu aku punya. bukan helly or anybody punya.

kah kah kah! agak2 lah nak komen pun sampai typo kat GRANMMAR? ke ko tak reti nak eja perkataan tu. main taram jah!

mcjust.lol said...

adeh... standard la kalau orang melayu salah grammar time cakap omputih. dah bukan bahasa ibunda kot. HARHAR. cikgu TESL pun boleh tersasul.

Hellioz said...

@mcjust lol
i mean,
anon ni nak insult english gwa yg memang terabur tu,

tapi dia mengata dulang, paku serpih
paham x?
gyahahahahahah~

@plumpy
yeah.
great
like a king~
gyahahahahaha~

DuniakuAbstrak said...

hahaha ade je org tak puas hati dgn ko...

nih citer asal usul kewujudan ko la eh?

go on

detail lg

haha

Anonymous said...

jadik unknown memang thrill.
tapi kadang kadang gua serender jugak bila makwe2 mintak no telipon.

hey, im just a goddamn human being.
with balls.
two!

err.. err.. hi anon!!

-i'msosupernotcool-

J. Love said...

i liked to posted somewhat about the original of J. Lovezzzz. but i was thought it must unnecessary because nobody nobody but you *eh ter-singing* would liked to knowsss.

hikhikhik.










oh anon just shoot me. give me a reason to keep blogging!

LORD ZARA 札拉 said...

hahaha.

ouch!

=p

siggplus said...

I sound stupid if i speak in Malay. Thats because my granmar is wrong. And my granmar said i shouldnt speak in malay.

Luulek said...

english tak betul pun jadi isu?
Luu orang pikir guna otak nenek lu??
Kenapa gwa paham apa yg hellioz cuba sampaikan dengan english dia tu??
Apa kesialan korang nak judge orang lain yang guna english?? betul ker tak peduli apa?? janji maksud sampai.. ker korg pun lost soul gak?? hahaha!

Mrnamie said...

Hellioz, pi detail lagi la pasal diri ko.. keke :p
singgah melawat di sini . :)

can ili be akmal? said...

being a mysterious person is totally make you feel free to say whatever you like.huhu.i wish to be one.but.. i am not able to.. because .... i want to be popular..eh no.. i wanna... haha..maybe what i said just now is the truth ..hate!

Affan Ruslan said...

eh, awat hang tak cakap dah release lagu single terbawwuuu. haha!

dah macam lirik lagu dah aku baca

tiafazunia said...

gua bace neh otak gua kosong jea. ape yang gua bace sume tak masok!
arghhh! pehal gua asek bayangkan muka lu nehh!

grrrrr! =.="

Cik Akma said...

gyahahhaa tu dr mane? haha :P

Nerzhul said...

lu tulis nama kat harta benda skolah memang la kena marah ngan cikgu. hahaha

afiqsiddhartha said...

j.love bagi troll makan tapi dia tak nak makan. bodoh very much. because i white people also but i speaking english like idiot very much sometime. everybady knowing me as white people also. makan! makan!!!!

joegrimjow said...

best baca komen
slamat hari raya

AlexiaAqram said...

ade gua kesah lu betina atau jantan?

janji lu helly. itu dah cukup best.

noharanutdya said...

hellioz laki ke? nape rase cam girl.. yang mane ek

| Larasephia | said...

Dear Hellioz,

Go against the common norms. Don't you dare surrender to peoples' demands, never be typical or random. Be frank, be bold, be loud. Be who and what YOU WANT TO BE instead of who/what people want you to be. Life is naturally fucked up. If you're going to inhale and exhale in despair and frustration everyday because you think you're restricted from living YOUR life the way you are, then really, you're the biggest fucker of all.

be proud that you're a gibberish philosophical writer my man. You could have made this world a better world to stay.

sorry termelalut, bro.. aku memang pantang bila dengar pasal manusia2 yang willing or even considering to give up everything they're made of just bcause they thought they should be what others thought they should be. lame ass society.

Anonymous said...

Gua tengah amik feel jadik Anon..
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Tak best aa..
-Aujinz-

Anonymous said...

Lu misterius ? heran pa... pikir lu james bond ka ? dah cukup2 org pun xnak kenali diri lu . cakap orgputih pun beterabur .... perspective konon la... kalau lu betul2 blogging buang je iklan nuff tu aku cabar...

Hellioz said...

wahai anon
who the fuck are you to the extend that i should listen to you?
gyahahahahahah~

The Poyo Me said...

wait...

ROJAK STORY=HELLIOZ?

ko isap dadah apa ni anon?

mintak sikit.

wakakakakak

RastaMat said...

oi anon xde telor..!!!

si hell ni ade jentik telor lu ke weyh??
pesal lu menggelabah tak tentu pasal ni??

wakakakakkakakka...

si hell bni memang pundek!!!
selagi die tak jentik telor guwa,
pedulik hape die nak wat apepon..

dah2...
shhh....
silent please...

hasrul hassan said...

Salam.
Tulis apa yang anda suka dan fikirkan terbaik untuk diri anda. Tetapi jangan sampai orang lain memurkakan diri dan membuat andaian dan fitnah. Kesian mereka yang berkata tidak baik kepada anda.

Apa yang anda ingin capai dalam penulisan anda ialah hak anda tetapi orang lain juga punyai hak. Jangan sangkalkan hak mereka. Mereka juga dibenarkan Tuhan untuk bersuara.

Anonymous said...

awk owg jaybee ka??
law ye, maybe sy pnah tgk gamba awk yg mase skola tuhh..

Anonymous said...

seriously i dun get it what so wrong of being a mysterious blogger.. aku rasa korg ni jeles lebi je ngn hellioz ni.. ska ati dy la.. blog dy.. xsuka xyah tgok..

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